[...He hates himself. He doesn't believe in himself.
Of course, it's always easier for someone so hurt by a life they once had to believe more in other people than themselves. Dimitri came from a life of war and loss. He leaned that from Felix.
Zuke couldn't pretend he knew what that was like, and that was his misgivings, really. He can't force such calmness on to someone like that.
All he could offer was his own company, and that sucks.]
I dunno, I like it.
[Elaboration was needed.]
I kinda like the calm moments life gives sometimes. I tend to try to take what I can get. Then give back. Sometimes...I think that's what I can give, if that makes sense. It's how I think people can connect. Y'know, just hearing each other.
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[He's in his position still, but he looks at the video with a calm seriousness.]
It gives a moment of clarity, I think. It helps you live in the moment and hear yourself. It's healthy to do every now and then.
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[Dimitri spaces out for a moment, thinking on that thought. Goodness knows he could use more of that, he thinks.]
Although sometimes I think that I - do not particularly want to hear myself.
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Of course, it's always easier for someone so hurt by a life they once had to believe more in other people than themselves. Dimitri came from a life of war and loss. He leaned that from Felix.
Zuke couldn't pretend he knew what that was like, and that was his misgivings, really. He can't force such calmness on to someone like that.
All he could offer was his own company, and that sucks.]
I dunno, I like it.
[Elaboration was needed.]
I kinda like the calm moments life gives sometimes. I tend to try to take what I can get. Then give back. Sometimes...I think that's what I can give, if that makes sense. It's how I think people can connect. Y'know, just hearing each other.